Hi, HN is like a nerd heaven to me where I get to come across great learning resources and amazing projects.
Also, so many great comments where people show amazing knowledge across multiple fields.
There are many among us who keep learning new things, good at math, play a musical instrument, and manage to make truly insightful theoretical comment on an AI thread while having a full-time job?
My question is: where do you find the time?
I worked as an independent consultant for about 2.5 years and I could find the time learn new things and delving deep into topics that I liked, beyond my need.
Since I started working at a regular job in an office two months back, I don't get enough time to even watch YT videos off of the feed. With the commute, solid 8 hours at office, I barely have any cognitive or physical energy to do any mentally taxing work even if that means learning something new and exciting.
How do you peeps manage? After having a full time job, how do manage to read the latest Doctorow article, having already read Master and Margarita years back, while knowing how to play a musical instrument, and working on a cool Rust project?
How do you even manage? I feel like, if I continue full time office job, I will have to give everything else up. Is it even possible to have a full time tech job and maintaining my culture?
I used to, but can't do anymore.
I am 24, young, and naive. Please excuse my ignorance, and be kind.
Be kinder to yourself. You're two months into a new job, it takes time to adjust to that. It's also pretty common to work harder earlier in a job to develop a reputation as a hard worker. Reputations like that can stick for years, even as your hours at the desk go down.
There are times in life when it's easier to do things you want, and times when it feels like it takes everything you have just to keep everything from falling apart. Don't try to overextend yourself when you're at your limits, recognize the limit and give yourself easy goals. Spend 5 minutes a day on something instead of lying to yourself and trying to do an hour. Do one hour a week instead of one a day. When you have more time or the work you're doing is motivating, it will get easier to continue doing it more and more.
Most importantly: don't feel like you NEED to do any of that stuff. Do it if you want to and it interests you. It's a lot easier to motivate yourself to do something you find fun, than something you don't really enjoy but feel like you "should".