Serious answer: drugs, specifically psychedelics like Psilocybin. There is a reason use of these medicines is often called "tripping" - it will take you to a new place and offer you new perspectives.
None of the comments here will give you the faith in yourself that you seek (that is not to say they are not good, or not beneficial). You are the only person who can give you that.
It's a fungus that literally grows on cow shit - what have you got to lose? Humanity have been using this for thousands of years. Nothing to be afraid of! (tl;dr You don't need to wait for the right research to appear on your doorstep in order to give it a shot)
I utilize both micro and macro dosing and would recommend it wholeheartedly to anyone. If you or your family have had histories of serious psychotic disorders, bipolar, schizophrenia, etc... it can potentiate that - tread carefully - but otherwise I give the thumbs up.
None of the comments here will give you the faith in yourself that you seek (that is not to say they are not good, or not beneficial). You are the only person who can give you that.