You perceive yourself to be the least knowledgeable person in the room, but consider a few things:
- Knowledge comes with experience, it doesn't mean you're dumb
- With experience comes perspective
- You can become very knowledgeable in specific areas without having to be knowledgeable about all of them
- Don't burn yourself out trying to catch up
- Loud people are sometimes perceived as competent, it doesn't mean they are, they're just loud
All in all, this sounds like a very toxic work environment.
Get out and find a place that you can enjoy, nothing is worth becoming bitter like your coworkers.
All in all, this sounds like a very toxic work environment. Get out and find a place that you can enjoy, nothing is worth becoming bitter like your coworkers.
Good luck !