You are not only ashamed of getting caught. You INTERNALIZE the shame. You BELIEVE you are no good. I was just watching a youtube video that had a clip of a "youth minister" in a charismatic church getting a room full of what looked like 10-13 year olds in tears and on their knees talking about how they had disappointed jesus with their behavior, exhorting them that "YOU know what you must repent. Say it out loud."
If only we could keep the external external. If you have managed that you are way ahead. Don't miss what is happening with those who haven't managed.
If only we could keep the external external. If you have managed that you are way ahead. Don't miss what is happening with those who haven't managed.