I have no way nor intention to judge your life. I think it's more about knowledge pressure than monotonous life. you can be havein an exciting life and never exercise your thinking muscles, and a miserable life while learning new things every day, and all variation in between.
as a matter of fact, the six month where I had to learn thousand pages per week were some of the most miserable I had in the last two years because job kept me away from my newborn, it did a number on my health, and I'm barely returning to normal right now.
as a matter of fact, the six month where I had to learn thousand pages per week were some of the most miserable I had in the last two years because job kept me away from my newborn, it did a number on my health, and I'm barely returning to normal right now.