Instead of making dang's life harder and making HN a worse place, have you tried therapy? It might cost money, but it at least has a chance at treating the underlying cause or of teaching you better coping mechanisms.
The scientific consensus is that therapy doesn’t really help much for sufferers of ASPD and resources are better diverted toward the people they hurt. I donate to a homeless shelter in my area and give money to homeless people to make up for the havoc I wreak here.