Since you mention that you like writing, and loves to swim to the ideas of others. I just thought that you should make notes on the ideas that you gathered. The related that idea to the other ideas. You need a system on how to organize those ideas.
After I read your post, I realized that you might be interested on how "Niklas Luhmann and his Zettelkasten" became a success.
You also might want to check the book: How to Take Smart Notes: One Simple Technique to Boost Writing, Learning and Thinking by S. Ahrens
Zettelkastenp[0] has been mentioned a lot here in HN.
Software like notion, roam, emacs org-roam, obsidian, etc, can support this system.
After I read your post, I realized that you might be interested on how "Niklas Luhmann and his Zettelkasten" became a success.
You also might want to check the book: How to Take Smart Notes: One Simple Technique to Boost Writing, Learning and Thinking by S. Ahrens
Zettelkastenp[0] has been mentioned a lot here in HN.
Software like notion, roam, emacs org-roam, obsidian, etc, can support this system.
[0] - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zettelkasten