You most likely ran into a bad lead. His/her role was to coach & mentor you to help you become a better engineer, not just to draw diagrams on a white board.
"everyone knew how to make software" -> if that was the case, you should have found help and support around you organically.
I hope you're in a better situation now. Don't let this kind of experience hurt your self-esteem. You deserved a better place.
"everyone knew how to make software" -> if that was the case, you should have found help and support around you organically.
I hope you're in a better situation now. Don't let this kind of experience hurt your self-esteem. You deserved a better place.