For your last sentence, do you mean "to this day"? "Until today" means something...

frosted-flakes on July 29, 2021 | parent | context | favorite | on: Drowning Doesn’t Look Like Drowning (2013)

For your last sentence, do you mean "to this day"? "Until today" means something that ended/stopped today. Or are you a good enough swimmer now that you feel comfortable swimming in deep water?

zengineer on July 29, 2021 [–]

Yes, to this day.

Thanks! :)