"But no one really wants to read that and I don't want to write it again."
I have this same issue but with severe chronic pain that impacts my executive function greatly, worsened by physical activity further sensitizing my nervous system - so I depend on low activity routine to not make life even more intolerable for 2-3+ days it takes to recover to getting clear thought and mental function again - to be able to orient myself again; it doesn't make a difference if I do share it though either, even though there are still options I could try to reduce the pain - it's been difficult to find a doctor who's actually willing to work with me and so much time between appointments when exploring new potential avenues. The challenge I've found is mostly running into indoctrination, lack of critical thinking, lack of willingness to accommodate to read long-form explanations of what I write out for my experience to get doctors or professionals on the same page of understanding. I have mostly given up and am winding down my hopes or fantasy of a capable, productive, rewarding future now though - planning to return "home" to an unfinished, untidy, cluttered house that no one should live in, where my mother has been mostly alone the past 5 years since my father passed away horrifically - so I'm no longer paying rent anywhere nor have any obligations and will quietly disappear from the universe as barely anyone will know that I will be gone.
I encourage you to investigate your issue. I've heard countless cases of people going to countless doctors until they've found one that could pin down their issue. Look for ones interested in investigating your condition, it could be a journey. I had a number of issues giving me chronic headaches for years, and it took a while slowly removing variables and pinning things down until I got better; then it was like having a second life.
I can understand the issue you describe with doctors not being willing to deviate from their standard training. It's exhausting when they don't listen ("right, right, you've read something on the internet, yes, yes... why don't you let me take a look at it first") or they only try their common approaches that have failed before and if you don't fit that mold, well, too bad.
I hope you find a way to manage (or better yet, get rid of) your pain. It's such a waste that, unless you're famous, rich or a rare, scientifically interesting case, the point of "sorry, there's nothing else I'm willing to do for you" comes rather quickly. It seems with most chronic problems, you need to become an expert and then find and convince somebody who is certified and can write a prescription.
I have this same issue but with severe chronic pain that impacts my executive function greatly, worsened by physical activity further sensitizing my nervous system - so I depend on low activity routine to not make life even more intolerable for 2-3+ days it takes to recover to getting clear thought and mental function again - to be able to orient myself again; it doesn't make a difference if I do share it though either, even though there are still options I could try to reduce the pain - it's been difficult to find a doctor who's actually willing to work with me and so much time between appointments when exploring new potential avenues. The challenge I've found is mostly running into indoctrination, lack of critical thinking, lack of willingness to accommodate to read long-form explanations of what I write out for my experience to get doctors or professionals on the same page of understanding. I have mostly given up and am winding down my hopes or fantasy of a capable, productive, rewarding future now though - planning to return "home" to an unfinished, untidy, cluttered house that no one should live in, where my mother has been mostly alone the past 5 years since my father passed away horrifically - so I'm no longer paying rent anywhere nor have any obligations and will quietly disappear from the universe as barely anyone will know that I will be gone.