> it is absolutely infuriating that I can be required to take a drug just to live
It _is_.
> I'd rather get sick and fail than live with it forever.
It's easy to say that now. When you've not slept for three days, and that happens so often it's become routine, or you've not used the phone in _months_ due to the anxiety it causes, it's not so easy.
It _is_.
> I'd rather get sick and fail than live with it forever.
It's easy to say that now. When you've not slept for three days, and that happens so often it's become routine, or you've not used the phone in _months_ due to the anxiety it causes, it's not so easy.