"I realize due to the repeating pattern the problem ..."
Sure.
I reprogrammed myself. I chose to be positive, optimistic. It took years.
Life is a gift, every day a celebration. I rejected the recurring debilitating existential terror. I now find joy wherever I can, however I can, and do good works as able.
Sure.
I reprogrammed myself. I chose to be positive, optimistic. It took years.
Life is a gift, every day a celebration. I rejected the recurring debilitating existential terror. I now find joy wherever I can, however I can, and do good works as able.
Good luck.