Spatial synesthesia is the weirdest thing because it does not conform to physics. In my head at least. Technically speaking, 1-5 and 20-23 or so should be on top of each other, but they never are.
I am something like this
5 6 7 8 9 10
4 11
3 19 18 17 16 15 14 13 12
2
1
then its just lines like this (but upside down to the bit above)
I am something like this
5 6 7 8 9 10 4 11 3 19 18 17 16 15 14 13 12 2 1
then its just lines like this (but upside down to the bit above)
etc 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29