Hey, I am also on the same boat. I have been trying different things lately. I have gone through a lot of courses and a lot of books, but most of these experts have the curse of knowledge. They don't know how it is like to not know. They skip things that seems obvious to them. But, for begineers not having such information can be frustruating and feels like the author/lecturer is moving fast.
I recently stumbled upon this book "The Language of Mathematics: Utilizing Math in Practice" I have been reading this book for a while and the author takes a different approach in teaching maths. I am slowly beginning to learn how to forumulate a real world problem into mathematical model and then solve it. More importantly, I am able to read and understand mathematical expressions better through this book. This book has raised my hopes in learning and apply math. I would recommend you to give it a shot on this before you go through any other courses.
I recently stumbled upon this book "The Language of Mathematics: Utilizing Math in Practice" I have been reading this book for a while and the author takes a different approach in teaching maths. I am slowly beginning to learn how to forumulate a real world problem into mathematical model and then solve it. More importantly, I am able to read and understand mathematical expressions better through this book. This book has raised my hopes in learning and apply math. I would recommend you to give it a shot on this before you go through any other courses.